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| Chapter Six
As soon as I made this decision, I began experiencing a multitude
of ills. I had a severe pain in my side that lasted for months. My
vision began to get cloudy and I had headaches. My stomach hurt. I
began to I became extremely afraid. What foolishness was I involved in? Probably I had cancer, a heart condition, or at the least some degenerative liver disease that would cause me to die horribly. Still, I stuck by my decision. Over the next year I chased these ills around my body from part to part, using herbs and ceremony for each one. Eventually each would subside only to arise somewhere else. I got to know the organ systems of the body extremely well. I learned hundreds of herbs for treating those systems. I began to face my fear. I sat in meditation month after month, feeling into my fear. I began to trace it to its origins. And eventually I began to lose my fear. I had been taught, from an early age, that only experts knew what was wrong with my body. When I had finally decided to "take back" that power I went through a very long period of self-doubt. How was it, I finally wondered, that we have all been taught that the individual human being cannot know what is wrong with his or her body? How is it that strangers have come to be in charge of our healing, the knowledge of our bodies, the knowledge of what is wrong with our bodies, minds, and spirits? I didn't like the answers I was coming up with. I realized that I had been taught to fear death and that these strangers were the ones who had been self appointed to save me from what I had been taught to fear. I began to enter the world of death and my fear and eventually I began to lose my fear of it. As my fear lessened I began to see more clearly what was wrong with my body, to know what was wrong. And in those instances the right plant, the right ceremony became apparent to me. I used them. And I began to feel better than I had since I was a boy. I began to understand the difference between the healer and the disease technician.
It is common among many types of healers to reduce treatment of a disease to palliation of symptoms. The disease or symptoms are reviewed in current texts, a treatment approach is taken from them and followed in treating the disease. I believe that there is an important element of need below this that must be addressed to truly heal. This element is present in many people, felt as an instinctive hunger that sends them from physician to physician for they know not what. There is a deep-seated need in people who are sick to meet with a healer who can be close and intimate and receive the pain that is being carried. It seems axiomatic among indigenous healers that to heal, one must receive the pain of the sick. When the sick person knows that their pain has been received they can, in turn, receive healing from the healer. I think Theodore Sturgeon touched on this truth when he noted in his short story, Scars, that:
Receiving the pain of the sick means that you truly understand the territory of illness the sick person inhabits. Understanding the territory that is inhabited by the sick person, understanding its implications, understanding what it means for the sick person to be there, understanding what is then necessary for the two of you to do together, seeing the pain and crisis of the sick person without flinching, without running from it - this is receiving their pain.
An integral element of healing with plant medicines is entering the
territory of crisis, called illness, and being able to remain there
without fear. Within one's own body and self, the essence of the healing
crisis is held
The remedies you then apply come out of your true knowledge of the essence of that disease. They do not come out of a book. This is the difference between a technician and a healer.
The illness you find when a sick person comes to you can come from many sources besides disease organisms. It can come from violating one's nature. It can come from injury. It can come from a necessary crisis, important because it allows the destructuring of old ways of thought and being. It can come from negative outside influences. It can come from the anger of the Earth. It can come from failure to pay attention and therefore become infected with another's disease. It can come from war. It can come from loss. As a healer it is necessary to distinguish the different forms of illness. Treatment of one kind of illness does not work well with another. It is often the case that Western forms of healing do not address the underlying causes of illness. The medicine is applied to the body and the cause that resides in the spirit is untouched. Indigenous peoples made a distinction in all diseases. No two diseases or people were presumed to be identical. They were each treated differently. A Cherokee healer has said:
Believing that there is a deeper cause to illness than the physical is at odds with the beliefs about healing and disease commonly accepted in our culture today. Like relationship with plants, it is necessary to learn to think in another manner to see deeper than the form of things. Mircea Eliade noted, "[To] remake a living integrity menaced by sickness, it is first necessary to go back ad originem, then repeat the cosmogony." In other words, it is necessary to go back to the original sacred time when all things were whole in order to restructure the sick person. Illness performs a crucial and important function: it allows destructuring of a contemporary state, readying the organism for change. "A state cannot be changed without first being annihilated."(6) It was in the process of going back ad originem, and creating original, sacred time that many ceremonies for healing were created.
When working with sacred plant medicines in healing the concept of balance becomes of primary importance. Barbara Meyerhoff wrote a wonderful book, Peyote Hunt, about the Huichol Indians and their spiritual traditions. In this book, and a companion article entitled "Shamanic Equilibrium: Balance and Mediation in Known and Unknown Worlds," she explored the need for balance in sacred healing and shamanic practice. Shamanic balance is a particular stance. It is not a balance achieved by synthesis; it is not a static condition achieved by resolving opposition. It is not a compromise. Rather it is a state of acute tension, the kind of tension which exists when two unqualified forces encounter each other, meeting headlong, and are not reconciled but held teetering on the verge of chaos, not in reason but in experience. It is a position with which the westerner, schooled in the Aristotelian tradition, is extremely uncomfortable.(7) She notes that in her early field work, she worked with a Luiseno Indian healer named Domenico. On weekends, when he would see patients, he would climb to the top of his tar-paper-covered shack and stand, one leg tucked up in the crook of the other. It came to Meyerhoff over time that what Domenico was doing was demonstrating his capacity to be balanced in sacred worlds. In her later work with the Huichols, the medicine man, called a mara'akame, Ramon Medina Silva, also demonstrated his capacity for balance.
The importance of balance is not limited to the Huichol. In Korea
some shamans, usually women, dance balanced on top of sharp rice-straw
chopping blades as a demonstration of communication with spirit powers
during possession trances. The sharp blades are placed atop a six-foot
tower made by stacking various objects such as barrels, tables, boxes
and large jars. This tower represents the vertical axis connecting
Heaven and Earth. The shaman, after licking the sharp blades The attainment of sacred balance is a necessary and integral part of sacred healing, both with and without the use of sacred plant medicines. It is common to all sacred healers, in all countries and in all traditions. If the healer, in the presence of severe and frightening illness, cannot attain and hold balance, he cannot heal and he and the others present may be subject to infection by disease. This skill of balance requires an exceptional focus of mind. The emotional impact of the spirit and power of disease, holding to the forefront of the mind the power of the plant medicines, the suffering of the sick person, the requirements of directing the healing ceremony to its successful conclusion, bringing in the power of the Sacred, all these take considerable strength and may have to be maintained over a considerable length of time in the process of healing. One cannot falter or lose balance and the toll it can take is considerable. The following is an account of the strength of Owl Woman, a Papago medicine woman, and her display of sacred balance in the face of treating disease:
The
Territory of Illness For each person this territory appears differently. Its visual and sensory aspects are shaped by cultural and individual idiosyncracies. Each healer interprets that territory as unique sights, sounds, smells, tastes, and feelings. Because all healers are different, each description of the territory of disease tends to vary from healer to healer. But one thing remains certain - they know the territory intimately and without doubt. This is how Sereptie, a Tavgi Samoyed healer of Siberia, describes his travels in the spirit world:
For the Huichol it is somewhat different. If a person loses the kupuri (the life essence, spirit or soul) then the healer, the mara'akame, must go looking for it.(12) A part of the person, a part of the soul or spirit, often becomes lost and wanders far, trying to find its way back. The causes of this separation are many but without the restoration of the soul, illness continues and gets progressively worse. In many instances the healer must journey to the land of the dead to recover the soul and bring it back.(13) The journey to the land of the dead involves travel to a territory that is described in similar ways in many countries and traditions.(14) There is a low wall or demarcation that is present in the land of illness. Should the soul cross it the person usually dies, for few healers can go beyond this barrier and live. Some of the great shamans of many countries were said to be able to cross this line and return. For others, if the soul resides on this side of the wall, the shaman or healer can retrieve it and bring it back to the person's body. Here is an account of a shaman who crossed the point of demarcation to retrieve a lost soul:
All diseases have their particular territory. To heal, the healer must be able to enter that territory, recognize its landmarks without fear, and be able to lead the spirit of the sick person out of that place.
I remember the first day I introduced a person with borderline personality disorder to plants. The client, a woman, perhaps 28 years old, was extremely fragile and unsettled. She was in the midst of a very painful divorce and was experiencing strong rage. During the many times we met and talked, she expressed her feeling that she was empty inside, hollow. She could describe the hollowness, where it was located in her body, how it felt. In this process I had a strong and visceral response about one particular plant that might be of help. So one day we went for a walk and I took her along a stream, deep in the shadows and intermittent sunlight of old forest. Soon we came upon the children of that angelica plant I had met so long ago. I was watching her carefully and saw the impact that plant made on her. She stopped and drew in a deep breath, her body steadied, the constant trembling ceased. The skin across her forehead softened and relaxed and the tension, so long a part of her physiology, departed. Her eyes lost the somewhat rigid fixed staring that had characterized them and became moist and she turned and looked at me and remarked, a small smile playing on her lips, "It's wonderful!" As we sat, I spoke with angelica in the ways I had learned, introducing her to this woman I had brought to meet her. I shared with my client what I knew about angelica. The woman's hands were in constant motion, fluttering about the plant, touching its leaves as if it were a lover. I asked her to relax and close her eyes and begin speaking to the plant in her mind. The connection for her, as she afterward reported, was very strong. The plant seemed to her a tall, strong, mature woman. I asked her then, when she had talked with the plant awhile, to ask it to come in to that hollow place within her. At the moment that she did that, her body straightened, the lines of her face filled out, the little girl look vanishing. When she opened her eyes she said, "For the first time I don't feel hollow and alone inside." In the days that followed I had her practice that exercise many times. She practiced walking and talking and doing her daily work with angelica inside her. I gave her a root to keep with her and some of the tincture of the root to take internally. It helped a great deal. It was not a panacea, many other things were needed, but it did fill this one need. I have used angelica many times with women, often successfully. Many women, I have found, have within themselves a hollow place, like angelica's stem. I give angelica to women who suffer from this or who have an imbalance in their womb (as in reproductive cycles) or in their emotions or in their spirit. For the healer who works with sacred plant medicine, it is important to be able to recognize the distinct spiritual identities of each plant that is used. This understanding is then matched with the spiritual crisis faced by the person who is ill. The herb, or herbs, are brought into the healing process and their spirit evoked and introduced to the ill person. If done properly the herbs will act as allies for the ill person during the healing crisis. The plants are the friends of human beings and they enjoy helping them.
For the Creek Indians of North America, diseases came into being because
humans failed to honor the animals when hunting. Each tree, shrub, and herb, down even to the grasses and mosses, agreed to furnish a remedy for some one of the diseases named and each said: "I shall appear to help man when he calls upon me in his need."(17) Within each human being there is the capacity to communicate with all life, to understand the archetype that lives within. The plants will share many of their healing properties, physical and spiritual, to one who listens. First one learns about the plants and their sacred territory, how to relate to them and be honorable. Then one learns how to prepare medicines from them, then how to understand disease and healing. If there is doubt about what course to take or what plant to use, you can pray and ask the plants for guidance. When the doctor is in doubt what treatment to apply for the relief of a patient, the spirit of the plant suggests to him the proper remedy.(18) Out of necessity, when one learns to heal, one has to face death and no longer fear it. All human beings die. If one lives beyond one's time, if even an aspect of personality lives beyond its time, one becomes a caricature. Because death is so intimately a part of the human journey one must include it in the process of healing. The healer must have unwavering respect for and belief in sick persons' ability to find resolution to the crises confronting them, even if successful resolution means dying. The territory of illness also includes the territory of death. And death has its own sacred dimensions that must be found and mastered. The healer must have a deep knowledge of the sacred and the plant relations, ceremony, the territory of illness, and the proper relationship of death, and be able to evoke each of these things in their proper time. At the same time, one must know one's place and grow beyond hubris.
There is a power greater than the human that makes all this possible.
(1) Densmore, Frances. Teton Sioux Music. p. 245 Sacred Plant Medicine: The Wisdom in Native American Herbalism by Stephen Harrod Buhner, Bear & Co, an imprint of Inner Traditions, Bear & Co., Rochester, VT 05767 Copyright © 1996, 2001, 2006 by Stephen Harrod Buhner www.InnerTraditions.com |
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