"Every event and life-experience that causes pain
can be identified as having a base/foundation of believing
that one is not loved. Because all things manifest from a
thought-form, any thought that is formed with the
foundation of a belief that one is not loved has the
potential to cause a painful experience. Thought-forms with
a foundation of love, faith, and no fear, have the potential to
create joy… and so much more."

~~ Solomon ~~

YOU MAY HAVE HEARD IT SPECULATED ABOUT...that all disease is linked to our emotional issues. Following that line of thinking, my Life Counselor, Solomon, went on to uncover more about the theory that ALL things that we have or do not have are linked to our emotional issues.

I woke up one morning with a heaviness that I couldn’t identify. The morning was incredibly beautiful and I stepped out onto the deck to watch the sun make its entrance into the day. I was pleasantly surprised to have Solomon appear next to me, with his hand on my shoulder. His manner was soft and comforting. His words were immediate.

Think for a minute about those who have and those who don’t have, he suggested. Think for a minute about the process of manifestation and the subject of love and betrayal. The act of betrayal, in the human psyche, cannot be a reality without the underlying fact that there is no love. In other words, the human species believes that, if someone is truly and completely loved, they would never be betrayed. How then does the human explain the fact that so many believe that God/The Creator has betrayed them? One of the greatest issues upon the planet Earth is the fact that the mere act of being on the planet suggests that one is separated from God and “home.” And so the mere process of being human suggests that one is not loved and can lead to the assumption that betrayal by separation has occurred.

Well, I admit that the enormity of the revelation and the deepness of the thought, as well as the simplicity of it surprised me. I could see that, if the entire concept of what he was suggesting could be completely understood, the process of manifestation and living the life most of us believe we should be living, could be explained.

If there is a subconscious belief that we are unloved, we ourselves will deprive ourselves of what it is we want. We will postpone, or eliminate altogether, that which we deeply desire.

I’ll attempt to explain this as simply as I can. Solomon’s revelation was so complete and involved my entire Soul’s history and so there is much to say about the subject but little time and space to say it. To me, it feels as though the entirety of existence had been handed to me and now it was mine to sort out … and then live. It is my hope, as it is always my hope when I write, that the reader’s Soul will grasp all of the nuances that are written … and unwritten.

To continue … what if it’s this simple? What if every single aspect of abuse, disease, neglect, lack, crime, and every other event on Earth that appears to be out of alignment with what we believe we should experience as great Souls who are aspects of God/Creator, is an out-picturing of the fact that deep within our psyche is the belief that we are not loved?

Let’s take it one step deeper. What if subconsciously we know that we feel absolute love on “the other side/home” and this is the reason we manifest death? If we cannot feel the totality of love on Earth, would we not constantly crave “death” and our return “home?”

An ideal world would consist of having every need, desire, whim, dream, fulfilled. In our teachings about manifestation, it is said that this scenario is achievable. And so, deep within our Knowing, this belief resides. It is, I would venture to say, the core of any and all frustration we feel with life on Earth. It is supposed to be one way … but it manifests as something entirely different. There are several factors that rise from the ashes of our subconscious with this thought. Are we being lied to? Are we lying to ourselves? Are we delusional? Are we being betrayed by something or someone?

There is not a person on Earth who can look back at childhood and not find a moment when something they wanted was not given. For example, you were in a grocery store with a parent and you saw a bag of cookies and you were told that you couldn’t have them. Almost certainly, there is more than one incident like this in every life. Some of us experienced daily disappointments. What did this teach us? It taught us that we cannot always have what we want. And yet the study of manifestation teaches us that we can have everything we want. Which is the Truth?

But this brings up another point. Why do so many of us identify “lack” as betrayal? In other words, when we do not receive something we want, we feel betrayed. Where did this interpretation arise? My Knowing is that, each person receives what their Soul wants them to have. And so, if a person craves a certain event, relationship, or item and these things do not manifest, the reason for the “failure to arrive” is due to the fact that the Soul has other plans. Again … how did we as a species give birth to the belief that not receiving means not being loved? The question bears serious investigation. By understanding how we think and interpret life, we can begin to heal the emotional reaction to the human life-experience, thus begin to heal the “separation” that allows us to live lives that do not reflect the joy and serenity of the Soul.

Taking the subject a step further, how could it be anywhere near possible to create a world/reality where every single person received every single thing they ever craved? And would that be a world of satisfaction or a world of gluttony? The key, perhaps, would lie in the deepest spiritual understandings, which would then lead us to understanding Universal Balance. Realistically speaking, it might be better to have that “world” exist somewhere other than 3-D. After all, material things are all part of the illusion and the illusion is not truly what we seek. It would seem that total chaos would ensue if all people were to have all desires met. (Perhaps the times of absolute chaos on Earth were the times when we, as a society, attempted to experiment with this concept?)

Why then do we manifest a 3-D reality/world when all that we truly (albeit subconsciously) seek lies within our Soul and spiritual love and understanding? My understanding is, as Soul we seek to know, love, and understand all aspects of existence. All aspects of existence contain an aspect of God/Creator. This would have to include all of the things on Earth that we judge and abhor, as difficult as that is to imagine. Nothing can exist without God/Creator, therefore all that happens on Earth, or anywhere else, must contain an aspect of God/Creator. Even at our “worst,” we are manifesting God/Creator.

But there is something within almost every person that helps us realize that when we act out the most damaging and painful events, we are acting in ways that are out of Divine Alignment. I believe that “something” is our connection to Soul. As Soul, we know that Divine Alignment and the acting out of the original plan of existence have a foundation of love for all things. Which brings us back to the original point that Solomon is making. The belief that one is not loved is the foundation for the feeling of betrayal for all things that are out of Divine Alignment and all things that cause pain.

Beneath all acts that appear to be acts of betrayal is the act of betraying oneself. To believe that one is not loved is to betray oneself. It is not universally possible to be unloved. The very fact that a person exists is a statement of love. The universal experience on Earth is set up in such a way that we are capable of manifesting our own reality. It is set up in a way that allows the world around us to mirror back to us that which is out of Divine Alignment. Nothing outside of ourselves can betray us. When it feels as though it does, it is our signal that we do not feel loved.

It may seem complicated … but it’s actually not.

© Lauren Zimmerman, 2004