Take several deep breaths, centering yourself. Allow your
breath to open and expand yourself within. Let Love and Light follow
the breath, breathing it deeply into your Heart, filling your entire
BE-ing with every beat.
If you feel inspired to do so, you may at this time request the
presence of a Master or Guide to accompany you on this journey.
Imagine you are standing on top of the Mother Earth, but from a
different vantage. You are as large as your soul image allows you
to be. Vast, tall and grand, you stand upon the Earth like an illuminated
giant.
The Earth Mother rotates and spins before you, allowing you to view
from all sides. Do you Love all that you see unconditionally? Are
there parts of this Earth you condemn or judge? Are there places you
perceive as more beautiful than another?
This vision of the Earth is a Mirror of you. As you continue gazing
at the different parts of the Earth, allow Love to go before and after
you, washing the Mother with divine grace. Allow yourself to forgive
and Love those parts of the Earth you find challenging to Love.
Notice if you find yourself challenged to Love parts of the Earth
because of the people and ideas that resonate there, not so much the
Earth Herself. Allow yourself to go beneath the ideas of the people,
to forgive them at this NOW moment, and focus on loving the Earth.
As you gaze upon the Mother, a large mountain range appears like
a wound turned inside out. Effortlessly you simply peel it off like
an old scab. Beside you a round glass ball appears, and you place
this mountain range within the glass ball. You are surprised that
it fits, for the glass ball is small enough to hold in your hand,
and yet it contains the grandness of this mountain range.
As you hold this glass ball and gaze within, you are reminded of
that which you are challenged to Love about yourself. Perhaps there
is an old illness or wound; maybe you are suddenly thinking of someone
you have resentments with; maybe there are childhood issues that have
formed this scar. This mountain range has been formed from your experiences
of transmuting Fears into Love, pushing up the issues into the Light,
and letting them take on new form.
Allow your feelings to come forth as you gaze at the range of your
experiences. All your pains, battles and triumphs are marked upon
these hills. Hold this glass with both hands and allow the feeling
of Forgiveness to flow through you into the ball.
Ask yourself if there is a place within your physical body that
mirrors the wound within the glass at this NOW time. If so, place
your hand upon your body and send it Love. Notice how the wound within
the glass ripples with Light and color as you send yourself Love.
Our wounds are the experiences which have carved and polished the
Jewel of Self into Who We Really Are. You may have been challenged
to Love your wounds, or others may have put you down or misunderstood
you for the wounds you have experienced. At this NOW moment, send
Love to this wound within the glass, thanking it for all you have
learned.
You are a BE-ing of supreme Love and Light. All that you ever really
are is that spark of IS-ness created from the ignition of Mother-Father
God. Within and without, you ARE the image and likeness of your Creator.
You can release your woundedness now, because it no longer Mirrors
Who You Really Are.
Send Forgiveness to any people you feel are connected or related
to this woundedness. These connections to others are now released
so that they may be transformed and uplifted. You release these connections
so that you will not allow others to empower ideas of your woundedness.
You release these connections in order to walk in loving balance and
harmony with others.
You may have carried thoughts that suggest you should hold onto
your woundedness. You may even have chosen to carry your wounds before
you like a badge of honor, or a threat and a warning to anyone not
to get close to you. But your wound is outside of you now, within
this glass. You no longer have to carry your woundedness. It is safe
to walk in wholeness.
Take a moment to imagine all the power, time, and breath you ever
gave away to this idea of self woundedness. Visualize all the times
you put yourself down for "not getting it", "being too slow", "not
being enough", "too different", and any other thought that made you
feel less than All You Are.
Now slowly take a big full breath, from your belly, breathing up
all the power you ever gave away….and on the out breath send these
images and thoughts into the glass. If you need to take a few more
deep full breaths to get it all out, do so.
Tears may come forth as you begin to feel a re-lease within yourself.
You are re-leasing this space and place within you, letting the new
tenant be a tenant of Self Love. Direct your tears into the glass
ball as well, watching them turning into snowflakes like those miniature
snow scene globes you find in the department stores.
Ask yourself at this time if there is anything else which keeps
you holding onto ideas of woundedness within. Allow these ideas to
be re-leased into the crystal globe. Continue breathing Love and Light
into your BE-ing.
Take a moment now to look at this image of your woundedness. Thank
this collection of ideas for all you have learned from the experiences
you wove together. In Gratitude, you can release all connections to
this thought form.
You gaze upon the Mother Earth now. Where once a great and vast
mountain range stood, now a beautiful lush deep canyon holds home
to bighorn, eagles, and clear running rivers with mossy banks. The
Earth sparkles like the Jewel She really is.
The Heart of the Mother is grateful for Her wounds. They have made
Her unique, able to have various landscapes and places for Her Children
to roam. Like Her Children, She is ever changing, forming, growing,
learning.
Imagine the Mother Earth standing before you now. Like the proud
Warrior you are, you hand this crystal globe to Her, in honor of the
Mirror You Are, and the Mirror She Is. Together You place this globe
in the Hands of Creator, in honor of All That Is.
Because you have taken the time to go within so deeply at this NOW
moment, in the days to come ideas and images of your woundedness may
come forth. Simply direct them into the globe, sending Love and Light
along with them, and allowing healing Love to form new ideas that
honor and empower you.
Now you can begin new adventures in Unconditional Love, Forgiveness,
Patience, Trust, Gentleness. Just like the Mother, you are a gracious
Mirror of Beauty, Strength, and Fortitude.
Just like you, the Mother allows Herself to shape shift from tears
of rain and winds of change. Just like you, She endeavors to persevere.
Simply because She Loves, and because She can. And just like you,
She is stronger than you know.
Welcome Home, and thank you for sharing.
~*~*~*~
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