It's about all our relations, and especially our relation-ships.
The Ship of Fools that we create, dictate, rebate, annihilate, and re-create
constantly. We are the Captains of our Souls, and the Creators of the
Shapes of Things to come. First, We re-member how to sail our Ships.
These are not ordinary Ships. These are OUR Ships. They represent
Higher Tools of Choice necessary to navigate as the Beloved Mother
Earth Ascends. This Ship moderates the intended path and represents
the Totality of Self. The Ascended Oneself. Not just this life time,
but ALL life times. This is the Ship of Fools. The spiritual vessel
in which all parts of Self use to navigate.
This Ship can be a link for YOU. It carries many Tools of Higher
Thinking. It is a representational Ship, and yet, it is also a dimensional
doorway. It just depends how real You allow Imag-I-Nation to BE. There
are MANY imaging the portals as Ships; that is why this is such a
powerful dimensional tool. The more there are holding the same vision,
the more Light illuminates that reality and gives it form and substance,
creating a pathway.
Last week found the merry paddlers setting sights and intents on
the destination of choice. This week lets focus on the tones of the
boat itself. First, think of Your Ship. If all there was suddenly
vanished into nothing but You, the Ocean, and a Ship, what does Your
Ship look like?
You are standing on the deck; the boat is rocking in perfect Harmony
with the waves beneath it, yet Your feet have a firm grip on the wet
planks. The sounds of the sea and the tang of the air have a scent
and a hue. You listen to the rhythm of the difference between the
air and sea as they make their waves.
Standing on the deck, this boat feels differently than any other
boat or ship at sea. There is an energy to this Ship. The energy of
Comfort. Every molecule of the boat is familiar with every molecule
of Your biology. All senses are in Harmony. You know it so well, that
sometimes when You Dream, it simply becomes a bubble of Isness surrounding
the sleeping child Self.
You smile. You have come here today to check on the sails and adjust
the fittings of the undercurrents. You do this frequently, actually.
This is a Space and a Place somewhere in Time. A place that many Elves
and other Kin who sail the Lands of Imag-I-Nation frequent. You don't
see the Other Ships in the ocean. Yet. Right now its Time to focus
on the NOW.
Stand for a moment on the deck with Your arms out and Heart open.
Breathe in Love, letting it fill every particle and Isness of You.
Breathe in Light so that Your BE-ing is filled like a Tree of Light.
The Ship connects with this Love and Light too, and You keep breathing
this in until You feel in charge of this vessel, Captain.
Walking by the Emotional Rudder, You quickly glance and check that
the Time setting is on NOW and the Intent meter in alignment with
your Highest Path. You find a spiral staircase to the deck below and
glide down into an oval room. The at-moss-sphere is white yet blue,
somber yet joyous, silent yet bursting with Aliveness. You find the
stereo effortlessly. The stereo is actually a set of chimes and tones
that play the mood of this Ship. There is a setting for Conscious
and Sub-Conscious. You adjust the volume accordingly.
You locate the knob that says AT-TUNE-MENTS and watch the crystals
on the stereo change color until the Color of Choice is indicated.
You like how the music changes according to the Color, and how the
feeling tone of the at-moss-sphere is also changed. Another knob indicates
the level of Gentleness Desired. Linger as long as needed until the
proper TUNE is felt.
Next You fiddle with the dial marked HOOPLA. This dial seems to
affect many other dials in a radius, so choice must be made ever so
carefully. The pulse of Your soul Heart pounds through Your palm and
fingers as the dial is touched, making rainbow Colors appear. What
happens next is most amazing. The pulse of Your Heart sets up an energy
and a holographic image appears of all the people You are in relation-Ship
with at this NOW time.
You are adjusting the Ship's emotional connection with all these
folks. As the dial is turned, some folks disappear. The dial can be
turned to make everybuddy disappear, or to see only certain folks.
You are setting how involved emotionally You are with Others, and
if You want to feel other people's TUNES. (NOTE: this does not mean
You are ending a connection with them; this adjustment is only censoring
if You want to FEEL and HEAR their emotions and thoughts on the conscious
level. The Higher Selves of all whom You are in relation-Ship with
are here.)
As You see each One, they are also felt empathically. You feel emotionally
what They feel. Focusing on several at once empathically, or setting
focus on Self only. Whoa, You never realized before that You had the
power to knot listen to an Other's TUNE! There is another knob marked
SELF-Mode which automatically cancels out the thoughts and feelings
of all Others. It is very beneficial to set it on the SELF-Mode frequently
so that You clear the mental and emotional energy around the Self
and aren't carrying around the drama of Others. You also know there
will be times You will want to feel what Others feel, and that with
some folks You can share emotions without becoming tethered by them.
Linger here as long as Desired. We'll meet back on deck.
These choices made on the Ship of Fools will affect All That You
Are. You will notice changes in the 3d conscious plane, just as You
will notice changes when You dream, and how You think.
It's wise to re-check the Intent meter on deck after ATTUNEMENTS
are made. (For example, in this NOW moment My Intent meter is set
for Paradise, but sometimes it is set for One Hour of focusing on
a specific project. It's variable and adjustable according to the
NOW moment and how large of a NOW I am focused upon). The Intent level
has an automatically adjustable anchor built in.
You enjoy the breeze and the many Golden Lights hovering over the
waves. The night air is crisp and clear. Suddenly there is a tugging
and You lose Your balance on the deck for a moment. The Ship seems
to be pulled in an Other's direction. "Dangit, I forgot to charge
the DREAM WHEEL!" You yell. Grabbing a wrench, You whack the Time
setting back into NOW. You scowl and hurry to the other side of the
deck. You are caught in the undercurrent of an Other's emotional drama
like a spider's silken tether grabbing a fly. Your Will casts a golden
Light about the Ship as the Ship battles against the Will of an Other
that is not steering with the same Intent.
As You race to the other end of the Ship, You begin to feel the
emotional pulls of the Other. You find the DREAM WHEEL in the center
of the back deck. It looks like a giant dream catcher hanging in mid
air. You cup Your Hands beneath Your Breast and let the Light of Your
Soul Heart fill them. When Your Hands are full of this golden liquid,
You hold it up to the DREAM WHEEL, which drinks it. The dream catcher
turns colors and glows as Your Love purifies the Dream, casting ethereal
shadows upon the deck. Out loud You state the Intent of Your NOW path
as Your Higher Self gives Voice to the Dream.
This is a dimensional ship. This DREAM WHEEL is the common Dream
of All Aspects of Self. All the lives lived, the masks worn, the shapes
and sizes manifested. There is a common Dream and Theme of All That
You Are. We shall return here another day, for I doubt You shall ever
forget the sight of it.
The Ship is freed from the undercurrent now. Back at the Emotional
Rudder, You set some bells and whistles so that the Ship cannot be
pulled off course so easily next time. When We find Our Ships paying
attention to somebuddy else's dream, following somebuddy elses path
and riding somebuddy elses waves, We're not fueling the dreams that
are of Our own choosing. Our Power is fueling somebuddy else. It's
okay to pay attention to folks, and communicate, and share stories
and triumphs and dramas, and play in each Other's sandboxes when invited.
It's not okay to do the mental and emotional work for Others or tell
them how to play and act and feel in the sand. It's not okay for an
Other to do this to Us. They get to feel their own stuff.
The Ship is steering straight and true NOW. Back on course. You
look over the deck at the area the Ship was being distracted to. You
see the Ship of somebuddy You know. They have thrown out many buoys
overboard, asking to be rescued. Their angry waves caused the undercurrents
that temporarily caught the Ship. Before choosing to pick up those
buoys, check the feeling tone. Does it feel in their Highest interest
to help out? Do they follow the same INTENT as Your Ship? What kind
of integrity waves are coming off of it?
Do not feel every buoy must be rescued. There is much to learn from
dog paddling. The seas are gonna pull strong NOW and then. Everybuddy
needs to hone Strength of Heart and learn how to manage the Storms
of Creation. Your Soul Heart will speak if this person can benefit
from assistance or knot.
When the Ship gets caught in an undercurrent, You will feel it.
An unexpected emotion suddenly pulls attention away from the NOW moment.
Memories of the past come to Mind. The way You think and talk to Self,
the inner Self talk, is putting You down. Feeling tones become heavy,
depressed, and it feels as if all Power is being sucked away. Get
out your wrench and again whack the Time dial a good one, and lock
it into the NOW setting.
If Desired, here is where more bells and whistles can be attached
to warn when the Ship is in danger of slipping out of Present Time.
Think of a symbol that makes You think of being NOW focused. When
the bells and whistles go off, ask Self to think of this symbol in
order to re-steer the boat into present waters.
Behind the boat an integrity trail glows as if luminescent, leaving
a signature. What is an integrity trail? It is the feeling tones and
essences of debris cast off from Your spiritual vessel. The very vibration
of the Isness of You. Everything You do leaves a trail, somewhere
in Time. Are the waters calm or choppy that follow in the wake of
Your vessel? Are there colors? Does Your integrity trail encourage
Others to sail in Harmony with You, or push folks away?
You look about the waters and see that all the boats have an integrity
trail behind them. It doesn't matter if the faults of others are pointed
out or not, because their own trail is readily visible. Every NOW
moment is a choice to clean up our own trail or not, and it is a work
in progress.
Your integrity trail can change with every NOW moment. Some folks
get caught up in their own waves, their boat circling around as if
they are chasing their own tail. They've taken the focus off of themselves.
They are too busy watching everybuddy else's trails and have lost
control of their own spiritual vessel. Don't worry too much, because
they will soon run out of fuel and have no choice but to return to
their Heart in order to go forward.
The winds have picked up and You hear the sails flapping against
the rigging. Which winds shall you listen to? There is a monitor here
to set regarding thoughts. These thoughts direct the forward NOW path
and which winds will sail Your spiritual vessel. There are two choices
of which thoughts to listen to. Love and Fear. Make Your setting accordingly.
There is a dial below the rigging that dictates what vibrations
You choose to emPower Your vessel. First You see a switch with three
settings marked FORE, AFT, and BALANCED. Move the switch to the BALANCE
setting. This way, when winds of a different feather blow fiercely
and threaten to blow the Ship off course, the boat is able to find
balance by moving back and forth freely as needed and finding the
path of least resistance. This setting helps thoughts to be flexible
and leaves room for all flavors of Truth to flow through.
The sails catch hold of the thoughts of Your Higher Self. Sometimes
the Higher Self allows the Ship to be steered and re-directed by the
Conscious Self so that All parts of Self learn to maneuver this Ship.
The Conscious Self uses various tools to help emPower Higher thinking.
There is a journal here for writing down affirmations so the Conscious
Self is re-minded to think in Higher ways. You take a look and see
the phrase "I Am the Captain of My Ship" written repeatedly about
a dozen times on the paper.
Now let's take a walk and discover the Source that fuels this Ship.
There it is, below deck, hiding where the elements cannot touch it
but readily accessible. A warm inner glow begins to grow as You get
closer to this Source. The space it occupies glows divinely with Color.
You find a fountain bubbling forth Light, but the liquid is not water.
It looks like water, but there is a luminescent and pearl-like quality
to it. Upon further inspection, musical tones and chimes begin to
emanate from this power center, and You behold many crystal stones
in the center of the fountain. The stones represent the Christ-All
Consciousness.
"As within, so without," a Gentle Voice whispers, and Your own soul
Heart tones in response. A fire grows in Your breast from the piece
of Source within Your biology. You re-member now! When this Ship of
Fools was built, You took a piece of Your own soul Heart to emPower
and run this vessel! To see a piece of it here is breathtaking. You
linger here as long as Desired, drinking in pure Love and Light.
Back above deck, now many boats are visible. Those that are allowing
Source to be their guide, and Love the Voice of the winds they listen
to. You find a cozy hammock and rest upon it, enjoying the Stars in
the night sky. It's just another day in Paradise. Welcome Home, and
thank You for sharing, Captain.
~*~*~*~
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