Dear Steve,

In view of your e-mail regarding a vibrational realignment, I will share my recent experience with this particular phenomenon in hopes that others will find it helpful.

The last week in April I was in my room resting, when I felt a pressure come around my physical body, it felt like I was in a compression chamber. Not pleasant, but not painful. I asked for clarification of what was happening and was told that my grids were being adjusted slightly, and my understanding was that communication would be clearer as a result among other things. This passed after a bit and soon I had shooting pains in my chest area. "Hey, guys," I said, "I have shooting pains in my chest." they stopped instantly and soon I felt an enormous heart opening and massive amounts of energy running through that area. As time went on I began to shake and said that it felt like I had an enormous electrical shock. this continued and my spine felt as if it was on fire and it did not feel very good.

This is actually a very long story that I will shorten as much as possible. I got a phone call from a woman I had met only briefly at the Kryon seminar recently and she said that I had taken almost a lightning bolt down my spine and that I need to be in a protected environment to stabilize, ground and integrate. She worked with my energy fields which were greatly expanded (the Group speaks of this in this meditation). I spent the following three days at the foot of Mt. Rainier on a farm which is like a haven. I rested and slept, had gently energy work which assisted in clearing the field of thought forms. she told me that my "circuits were blown" and had to be repaired, etc., but that the pain was due to thought forms about literally frying in past lives when we tried to integrate these energies without the support of the grids that are now in place on planet Earth. I repeatedly told and still tell my body verbally that it is safe.

Also very helpful in my integrating these energies was being with animals, being in a totally balanced environment in nature, bathing in salt, drinking a ton of pure water, doing breathwork that is like panting, taking off all my jewelry and not taking any supplements except for some electrolytes, eating lightly and totally allowing myself to be pampered. I think what is most important is that you allow your body to find its own balance, so I just eliminated anything that might interfere with that or make the body work. The kidneys especially have to work hard with the electrical energies coming through.

On April 30,1999 we had a meditation that was to anchor the 13th frequency of the Christ consciousness grid. IT WAS VERY ELECTRICAL! It was the last frequency and each is said to be connected to different mountains around the world. I think this is what so many are feeling. What Steve is calling the vibrational realignment is what I interpreted as a personal grid adjustment. The planet is online, so to speak, and we are being brought online. Kryon has said migratory birds are getting confused and whales are beaching themselves, so now I think we are adjusting our own personal grids to be in line with the earth.

When I came home I was told to be quiet and receive the Love frequencies which I can feel in my field. I said that I thought Love and Light are the same, and I was told that they are and they aren't. Light is electrical and feels more masculine in our duality. Love is more magnetic and feels more feminine. That soon, they would come as one at the same time, but for now it was necessary for the Light to blast through. I am feeling the Love energy at this time to be a very soft pink and it is very soothing to fill and surround myself with it.

During all of this it felt like the guides were not as close, so I asked where they were. I was told that they were standing back as our fields were much expanded and we need to balance and integrate without interference. Some time ago I was told that it is very nice how we honor those in the higher realms, but that it is time for us to give that same honor, respect and awe to each other and all things in the physical. That we came here to do what cannot be done in Spirit....ground these energies in the physical body and in the earth. We are to call forth all the tools we have ever practiced with in the new energy, because rehearsal is over and we have now given permission for the curtain to go up on opening night.

Many things are happening at the same time. This vibrational realignment is kicking up many thought forms and apparently surrounding the earth with them. However, last night I clearly saw that there is a new consciousness also surrounding the earth, which is of peace, harmony and love, and we can connect to this. When we feel balanced it is easy to add our energy to it, and to draw it in and ground it in our bodies and in the earth.

In addition to all of this, many are experiencing walking through their own personal date of death in the old energy. Some are calling it the "phantom death", but I am here to tell you that it feels real. But that is a story for another time. Soon.

Other tools that have helped me these past weeks are: facing the 4 directions and aligning myself on all 3 axis. Also, drinking milk or milk products, because it coats the nerve sheaths, using black tourmaline to balance the magnetics and just plain pottering around the house doing mundane, rather mindless tasks. This helps ground the energies.

As things occur to me I will share them, but I recommend using the Group's latest channeling to stay in the now and connect with each other as much as possible. you are loved.

Sharyl

By Sharyl Jackson

Each of us is weaving an intricate and unique tapestry with our experiences and our consciousness. The threads interweave with the tapestries of others in what must be a wondrous sight. I have been following some of the threads of my co-creation; first the thread or filament of the crystal children,then that of the Christ consciousness grid and our alignment with it. Interwoven with these is another thread, that I shall refer to as death and resurrection or rebirth.

My story begins about a year and a half ago when my friend Claudia called me with a message she received for me. I was to write it down. I seem to have lost the paper, but this was it in essence: "add the 6 to the 4, then up to the 10 and become the One." Reference was then made to "upscale travel." I tried everything I knew to decode the message to no avail, so I forgot about it.

Then after Christmas of 1998 I was told to tie up my loose ends, and so I did. Finally, I was told to write my will which I also did. When I told the children about it, they were a bit concerned, but I said not to worry; that it was just a detail I should have taken care of years ago. Shortly after that I began to feel pretty awful, but I am a tax accountant and I simply could not be unwell during tax season. I usually work 60-70 hours per week for at least a couple of months. In several other ways, there was additional stress at work too, so at first I chalked it up to that.

However, as time went on I knew this was not about tax season. I could hardly keep going and it was getting worse. By late in March, I knew that I was dying, quite literally. There was nothing to compare it to, but my life force was slipping away. The chatter in my brain even disappeared and I felt no emotion by now. I call it feeling flat. One night, I knew it was about over. I couldn't even find the energy to care or to speak. My will power was no longer working. I crawled to the bed and as I lay there the words came out: "I choose life. I choose to live!" Then I just sort of passed out. When I woke up, I was told to get into a sea salt bath and to get my black tourmaline rock, which would help balance my magnetic fields. By the way, I was also very angry during much of that three month period, and I prayed for help with my anger, but I now wonder if my anger didn't keep me going. I have also noticed that it was about a 90 day period, but not like the "neutral implant" of a few years back. For no matter how rotten I felt this time, I always felt the presence of Spirit. In retrospect, as I am writing this, I feel almost as though there were two of me, one superimposed on the other. Interesting! But I am being sidetracked.

After I verbalized my choice to live, I felt a little better. Then a few days later, my life force fell through the floor again. I went to my room and I remember thinking, "Dear God, I cannot do this anymore!" I heard the words clearly (and I don't usually hear words) "Temple of Rejuvenation, Sharyl." Even though I had no clue, I said, "I call forth the Temple of Rejuvenation!" Before the words were out of my mouth, every cell of my body became a piece of vibrating, humming light. About an hour and a half later, it stopped. I got up, and I was fine. I hadn't felt that good in years. Amazing!

The next day my friend Jan Tober called me to talk about the Kryon event scheduled for the following Sunday. She started talking about this "phantom death" that people are experiencing, so I briefly told her of my experience. Thank you, God, for validation. I am not crazy!

The next week it started to dawn on me what had happened. Prior to that, I could hardly speak of it because I couldn't describe it. Besides, how do you tell this to a group of accountants? I wondered if I had done an ascension of sorts, but, no, I was told that it is more accurately called resurrection. It was then I decided to look at the date that this happened, April 6^th - 4-6! Bingo! I remembered my message from Claudia. There was the 4-6 and 1999=28=10=One in numerology. And how much more upscale does travel get? I had been given my date of death in the old energy (Plan A), as well as my potential resurrection.

I told my meditation group that I was convinced I would have died that day had Plan B not been brought forth. Peter said, "Well, how would you have died, Sharyl?" I did not know, I had not thought about that, because I was not sick. So I forgot about it. During the meditation, the question came again, "How would you have died, Sharyl?" "I don't know!" And then I heard, "The one called -------- was to have killed you!" And I knew without a doubt that had indeed been the plan. Out of respect for the privacy of that One, I cannot reveal that part of the story, even though it was an important part of my experience during all of this time. However again, I have had much validation from those, even accountants (hehe), whom I have told.

As I look back in this life, this would have been the third attempt on my life that I am actually aware of - but that's another story. I am told that the key for me was in verbalizing my choice. That was the turning point. It has not been a perfectly smooth road since April 6,1999, which I noticed is an 11. My given name is Sharyl Claus, which is an 11/11, a number that is everywhere in my life. As I was saying, it has not all been roses, but nothing like it was. It is as if different parts of my body are being reconstructed one at a time. I fully know what remodeling feels like.

The exciting and fun part is that I have just begun to realize that I can now choose consciously what my program will be. We chose in a way in Plan A, but then we forgot it and felt as if we were at the mercy of it. Now we get to choose with a clean slate, kind of! Thank you, thank you for this opportunity.

Again, I write this so that others may benefit from my experience. I believe that many are feeling and experiencing something very similar, in all kinds of flavors, at this time. As I look back, it's perfectly clear that there was no judgement of whether I stayed or left. I am here for as long as I wish to be now, and I am told that there is no longer room for anything but love in my heart. I love it!

Someone recently suggested that this sounds like a walk-in experience. I have no idea!

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Sharyl has raised a house full of now-grown Indigo children, and has been on her personal journey of remembering for many years, exploring in astrology, numerology and numerous other esoteric disciplines.