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WE ARE ON THIS MAGICAL JOURNEY called life. We are so fortunate to be here. There is so much to experience and many opportunities abound. We only need to look around and we can discover the blessings.
Growing older is a beautiful thing to me. The changes in my appearance are only minor reflections of the life I have lived. Each year I can add to the list of accomplishments, the love I've shared and the obstacles I have overcome. I am proud of my age and the wisdom I have gained and the many footsteps I have taken on this path of life. We are on this magical journey called life. We are so fortunate to be here. There is so much to experience and many opportunities abound. We need only to look around and we can discover the blessings. I recently had my birthday. I get so excited every year. My friend mentioned to me, you know you are only getting older, are you sure you want to broadcast it? She said a birthday is not THAT big of a deal. For me honoring someone's birth is important. It is acknowledging and celebrating the blessing of their journey on planet Earth. My friends and family made me feel so special, loved and appreciated. I am humbled by the amount of love, presents, well wishes, and celebrations that I experienced. For me it is a reminder that life is worth living, and a reminder that we are not alone. Yes, the journey is sometimes challenging, some days/months/years are easier than others. Yet ultimately life is so worth living due to all the beauty, love and holiness that we get to experience.
As we journey deep within ourselves and uncover the wounded inner self we have an opportunity to heal at the core level. I have been experiencing vast amounts of love and happiness in the past few weeks. Nothing special has occurred to bring about these feelings. Yet everything is special. I see the beauty in every facet of my life. I am in awe at the sacredness of life. While I have plenty of fun times and wonderful things happening in my life, I am also facing some areas that are painful, frustrating, challenging, and stuck. It seems that many if not most of us are having to delve deeply into these uncomfortable areas. The pain body is being activated in many of us bringing core issues to the surface to finally face, honor and heal. We are facing extremely hard economic times, which is creating a lot of fear and anxiety. Our safety and security issues are being challenged. All of this is happening for a reason. We are being prodded through our life situations to really face and feel the pain we have been avoiding for a very long time.
Many of us go through life without paying attention to what is happening
within or around us. We are numbing ourselves out to our feelings and
suppressing the issues we need to face and deal with. We forget to honor
ourselves and listen to what will nourish, fulfill and benefit us. All of a sudden due to some crisis, awakening, or major or even minor life-altering event we see things for what they truly are. Our pain body becomes activated. It is not that the pain is new, it is that we have never felt or dealt with our feelings. Feeling emotions is not necessarily a bad thing. Our wounded inner self needs to be acknowledged, comforted and loved. Once we are able to feel again we don't need to hold onto the pain, we can let go of the old wounds and move on and experience happiness. Once we realize what is not working in our lives, the challenging part is to actually take action and do something about it! It might appear to be much safer to go back to what might be limiting and unfulfilling but familiar and comfortable and return to our unconscious state of be-ing than to actually make changes! When we are alert to what is really happening in our lives we can make decisions based on our inner guidance and intuition, rather than what our brain convinces us is logical and practical. The divine flow brings in new beginnings and miracles when we are open to accepting the possibilities and do not lose hope. Many of us need to awaken from our unconscious state of being, numbed to feeling or taking risks. We are being taken out of our comfort zones so that we may be jolted from this auto-pilot way of living we have become accustomed to, take the wheel and really begin to navigate through the necessary changes and transformations that are necessary in order to find fulfillment and happiness. Often it is about altering our perceptions and beliefs that is necessary to set the wheels in motion. Life is not about being unfulfilled and dissatisfied. We may have challenging experiences that we must face that may set us back for a time. We go through our difficulties and deal with it. The path to an authentic life is to navigate through these times and rather than becoming numb, hopeless, depressed, or angry is to remain in the moment, process the feelings, reflect on what we have gained from the experience and then choose a new directions that is filled with the things we do want to in our lives and always see treasure the sometimes hidden blessing!
Prayer
© 2009, Stefanie Miller |
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