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May
2003
They
said my baby was mirroring me
Dear
Sharyl
My name is Gina and my son's name is Alex. He has always been a very
special baby because of the nature of his arrival. My husband and I
had been married for 18 years when we decided to separate. As we were
working things out, I became pregnant. This was a huge shock as my husband
was supposed to be sterile, so we hadn't thought we could have children.
My husband and I were still trying to work our relationship out during
my pregnancy, otherwise things went well. While I was pregnant, Alex
(already named) told me he had come to help me. Alex was born in April
2000.I was so elated.
Two weeks after he was born he was suddenly covered in eczema. It got
really bad. In my attempts to help his eczema, I took him to two holistic
health practitioners. They both told me that Alex was in fact mirroring
me, that I should be the patient! I have food allergies, so his mirroring
had begun! I had to eliminate wheat and dairy, and eventually bananas
from my diet. As we began to get the eczema under control, his next
issue with food showed itself. Whenever he ate anything solid he got
hives, so he didn't eat solid food until he was 26 months and I wondered
what I could do. At least he still nursed.
Alex has always been very telepathic. He asked me to pick and use one
flower essence. I ended up intuitively picking Deerbush from the American
Flower essences range (FES). Deerbush helps the soul to attain purity
by consonance of mind and heart with motive and deed. To me that meant
honestly expressing my (true) self. I began taking the essence. Almost
immediately I understood that my continuing problems with my husband
were really only a symptom of something deeper. I began to see that
my unhappiness was in fact being generated from within, a realization
which suddenly seemed to free me. I realized that at that moment, I
would have been unhappy wherever I was and that my husband was just
a symptom of my unhappiness and not the cause. Being able to address
my true unhappiness allowed me to work through things, and I began to
repair my relationship with my husband. Alex began to eat, in fact,
he blossomed. We all moved into a period of relative happiness or so
it would seem.
Recently Alex has become a bit of a challenge. He's nearly 3 and I had
been told several times that he was an Indigo. I had read a book about
them, and he did have many of the characteristics of an Indigo. However
I have never felt fully comfortable calling him one. I decided to look
into Indigos further on the internet. As I was researching Indigos,
I stumbled on a site about Crystal Children. A lot of the characteristics of
these children fit Alex too and that night I went
to bed with mental indigestion. As I lay in bed with Alex I heard him
say, “I appear to have the characteristics of an Indigo because
you think I do. If you now think I am a crystal kid, I will become that
too. I am trying to show you how strongly the thoughts you have affect
the world you perceive around you. I am both of these labels, but much
more. If you allow me I will be able to show you the me that I am. All
I need is for you to love me!" He then muttered in his sleep, ”Can
we go to sleep now?”
A few nights later I was again looking at the Crystal Kids site (I couldn't
help it). This time whatever I read seemed to trigger a deeper response.
These children are supposed to be very sensitive to fear (not that children
aren't anyway). I burst into tears. Alex developed two tiny warts on
his back just by his left armpit last autumn (dare I say after Sept.11).
During the last month or two they had gone wild and were quickly spreading
all over him. I have tried using thuja oil and thuja tincture on him,
but this makes his eczema flare up so now he has warts AND eczema. I
have started him on thuja 30c 3 tabs once a day to see if that will
help. It is too soon yet to
tell. I looked up warts to see what their emotional origin might be.
All I could find was that warts can mean “little expressions of
hate, belief in ugliness.” I got very upset. Alex has often told
me he mirrors me. As I said he is very telepathic. I suddenly felt very
unable to take care of him. In desperation I sent out a few emails to
professionals to ask for some help. I went to bed begging for help from
myself, Alex and our Angels. I did dream that night that I went to the
central library (?) and met a group of about 11-12 people who allowed
me to ask them all I needed to in order to feel better. After we were
finished talking they even gave me their emails (which I have totally
forgotten!!)
When I awoke I felt a lot better but Alex and I got suddenly sick that
day with colds. (I told you I had mental indigestion). Even after having
such a wonderful dream, I was overcome by a deep sadness. I only heard
back from one of the professionals. They suggested talking to Alex.
My first attempt, in hindsight, was more of a response. I didn't really
hear Alex, so I tried again. I had to really listen this time. What
he said this time was very clear.
It turns out that my whole dilemma was all about Alex's need for deeper
honest communication. This was all brought about by some of the things
that Alex told me about how my thoughts, good or bad, create my reality.
I was not being emotionally honest with myself and Alex, so when I took
a really good look at all that I was stuffing away, my feelings toward
my husband, toward my abusive father and even my difficulties with food
in my younger years, when I was nearly anorexic. Most importantly the
sense of ugliness that these stuffed away feelings gave me! For a moment
it was all too much! Even though it seemed a very dark place to be (even
if only for a moment) it got so dark, I could see the stars!! Just acknowledging
these things seemed to release them.
The next day I had phone calls from people I hadn't heard from in ages
and each spoke just the words that I needed to hear. They all said I
had just popped into their head, so they had phoned. I spoke to someone
today from playgroup and her son has had exactly the same warts. Not
only do they both have warts, but they both had/have eczema all around
the warts. She said Flaxseed/borage oil once a day and Sulphur 30c once
a day (both boys are Sulphur constitution) did the trick for her son.
I am amazed at the help that just appeared, so I have again learned
that the universe always provides. I had the opportunity to really grow
and lighten, but it only happened after I faced some of my darkest fears
and hurts. Some things have evolved into deeper understandings, deeper
than at first I thought they were about. I realize now that Alex's whole
thing all along has been about emotional honesty, not only to each other,
but also to OURSELVES. I have become aware that, not only do our thoughts
create our reality, but emotions and feelings, especially suppressed
ones, create reality as well and, more often than not, more dramatically!!
So I can't hide them anymore.
We have both grown from this. Alex and I now have a clearer sense of
communication, with each other and with ourselves. He blooms in honesty!!
Kinda cool the way it all worked out, a bit dramatic, but still…
That's what it's like with Alex. I am completely confident that the
warts will respond to treatment now, as I strongly feel that the reasons
they appeared have been fully addressed!! In fact already half the warts
have already disappeared and the eczema has all but disappeared!
Alex told me that if I loved myself as much as I love him, then I would
know how much he loves me. He was only trying to help me!!! I just wanted
to share with you what happened to me. I hope it was ok to do so.
All my love, Gina Eggleton
Alex's Mum
Dear
Readers:
Gina didn’t ask a question, but wanted to share her story! I really
do love it! Alex and Gina’s story illustrates several things that
we have been saying about the children, and Gina was so wise to keep
paying attention to all of the information that was presented to her.
Believe me, these kids know when you are not in integrity with them
or yourself. You may not know, but they do! I so thank Gina for taking
the time to share her experience and her insights with us.
God bless,
Sharyl
Starting
a group for Crystal Kids in England
Dear
Sharyl
I
don't quite know where to begin, so I will start with honouring you
with blessings and light. I have come straight on to my computer after
re-reading your article on the Crystal Children that I printed a while
ago and have just come across again. After reading the first couple
of lines, I immediately went into a meditation and connected with my
guides from the new energy - they are not human and I have 7 of them.
They took me to the souls of the future babies and I felt the most wonderful
experience of stardust being sprinkled into every cell of my body. I
was then taken through a door and introduced to some babies - one in
particular who I felt may be one of my future children (I don't have
any - yet!). These souls were surrounded with rainbow colours and energy
as they contain all of the rays.
I have known for some time that I am here to help bring in the new children
and with some friends, two years ago set up a group to support Indigo
children in Brighton, England. This disbanded as the energy didn't feel
right, and I have felt ever since that it is my mission to help prepare
the way for the new children to come to earth. It is such synchronicity that I
found your page as I have a friend coming to see me tomorrow to talk about
creating a new group to work with the crystal/rainbow children.
I have felt frustrated for some time that I haven't known where to go
with my feelings and am now living in trust that I will be shown the
way very clearly as of now. Your page is a blessing and a message for
me. I am very strongly connected to the Christ Consciousness energy
and have understood in my own way since I was 20 that the second coming
is about oneness and all beings coming together in love and harmony.
I have also known that I would have children when I was older (I am
now 30 - 31 next month) and feel this will happen in about three years
time as I am currently working on raising my vibration to a frequency
that I can bring in a new life with love and clarity and protection.
I guess what I'm saying is THANK YOU, and do you have any more information
about the children or advice about where I can go with this or whom
I can connect with? I feel very strongly that it is time to bring awareness
to the people in Britain and Brighton is a good place to start, as it
is very open energetically.
Thank you Sharyl,
Love and light
Cazzie
Dear
Cazzie:
What a treasure you are! And thank you for your kind words. You know,
it really does feel good when someone else finds value or in some way
benefits from the work that I do.
Several things that you might not know. We have a new print magazine
at www.childrenofthenewearth.com to subscribe to. It is wonderful!
Doreen Virtue is the first to actually get a book out about the Crystal
Children. I think it comes out in May while she is in England for some
workshops. Check out her website for the details. I have much of a book
written, but it has not come together with the other necessary material
for publishing yet, but hopefully soon.
The truth is that very few people know very much about the Crystal Children.
Steve Rother named them years ago and has brought in the most comprehensive
info to date that I know of. It is still the information from him and
from some of my articles that is rehashed by others. All of these articles
can be found in the archives of Planetlightworker.com and in the Beacons
of Light at Lightworker.com. I have seen no new insights even though
we were told that many people would bring in information on these children.
Consistently,
we were told that we had to make the planet safe for these children,
but anyone can see that we have not yet done so. I think there are a
bunch of forerunners with only a very few pure Indigos, if any, on the
planet. Way too much stress, violence and FEAR for crystals to survive
on Earth right now.
I am absolutely delighted to hear that you are going to get something
going in England. Keep us posted on your progress, what works and what
doesn't. To date, groups with regards to the children have not been
very successful...perhaps that is beginning to change as I have received
a number of letters from those wanting to start a group. It must be
time! So, I think we ought to share the information about what works,
so each group is not totally reinventing the wheel.
God bless,
Sharyl
©
2003 Sharyl Jackson
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Sharyl
Jackson
is Section Editor for Children of the New Earth. A former public
school teacher, turned tax accountant, Sharyl is mother to many grown
children, and host of a weekly meditation group in Seattle, Washington.
Sharyl has dedicated her life to humanity, especially children, to
the earth and to bringing forth the Love and Words of God. Sharyl
and Claudia Smith are in the process of creating their website TheOneNewEarth
(TONE) and have an on-line e-group dedicated to earthwork, assisting
those in transition, welcoming new children, sharing information in
a timely fashion, healing and balancing, personal empowerment, and
doing their part in the creation of the Communities of Light. Their
goal is to live, anchor and spread Unity consciousness wherein all
are honored as the pieces of God that they are.